authentic me.

2010-07-28T23:36:00.001+08:00

Now i've got tumblr.

http://hellotherenightmare.tumblr.com/

Cruise or whatttt

2010-07-24T13:13:00.005+08:00

Each time i decide to blog is solely because i want to. I just realised that i'm not hyped on blogging so often these days. Plain lazy i guess. This weeks been good. In fact all the weeks so far have been pleasant. I want to thank God for one thing today, the fact that i have such good friends. Friends that arent just there for the sake of it but those that just want to be there, to spend that quality time together.

Of course i've been having the best catching up sessions all these weeks. Randomly just meeting up for shopping, coffee, chit chat and just to see each other's faces. I'm glad that everything happened the way it did. Dayana and I went shopping the other day at Forever21 and i spent quite a bit for myself. Like they always say, a girl can never have enought clothes or shoes or what-nots. Oh well. So long as i dont spend my money like that all the time, i think once in awhile is fine. But i was ecstatic at the end of it!

Yesterday i went to meet my friends at Little India for some good food. Everything went well until i was caught off guard by a guy who was a TV personality and then he made me sing on National Television! Crap. But nonetheless it was fun. My friend and i sang while the other one ran for her life and got a forfeit instead. She had to walk like a model from a distance while being recorded for it. Thank God i just sang and ended it off. I got 10 bucks and some free beauty palour gift card membership for that. Not bad eh. Haha.

One things for sure, i'm just really contented with my life right now. I leaned and dug too far into some relationships in the past and i'm just glad i'm no longer pretending with the things that are happening around me. I've adjusted myself to the situations and i've decided for myself that i will not tolerate such issues anymore. Now that we've been replaced, let it remain that way. I'm not crying or sobbing for it to go back to how it was before. Its true afterall, family always comes first. So like everyone else, my family will always be first. I dont see the need to be otherwise to suit someone else's needs. Respect needs to be given to be reciprocated likewise.

On the biggest and brightest note, mum's birthday is coming! :D & on an another note the girls and i have planned such a big party night for ourselves! Its gonna be one hell of a weekend, next week at least. This week i'll play good and stay home and watch all my tv shows! :)

so glad i fell out from that group

2010-07-05T21:11:00.003+08:00

Blogging after a long time. Just got back from a wonderful holiday in Phuket. I wanted this holiday so bad for the fact that me and the boy needed a getaway together to indulge and revive some love and also to have a blast relaxing and soaking up all the sun. I'm glad to say thats exactly what we did and man did it feel good. I did so many new things like snorkelling, jetski and wearing a bikini for the first time without feeling like i was the fattest person on earth (since everyone here would probably stare at me if i were to wear one). The food and shopping in Phuket was marvelous. I got some really good deals at the night market we visited and we've named my boy the Haggler for he haggles so well, thus all the good buys on the products. I'm keeping fingers crossed for another holiday end of this year or perhaps next year. :)

Dayana's birthday celebration is the next upcoming to do list. I've been helping mum for the time being. Uncle's got a big plan and i cant wait to start on it to help him. Looks like things are taking a good turn for me and the boy. MJ's death day is a very memorable day for me, not in relation to him but for something very very big that i've finally taken off my shoulders. Only a few close friends and family know this and i'm glad i've shared it with them.

I hope to blog again soon. Just been really lazy to do so since i've been watching so many movies, going out so often and doing things that just pleases me. Oh well. Happy week everyone.

and ka if you're reading this I'M SO FREAKING PROUD OF THAT SCHOLARSHIP YOU GOT AND THE FACT THAT YOU'RE HEADING DOWN TO COSTA RICA SOON! LOVE LOVE YOU!

Post exams fun

2010-06-06T13:01:00.003+08:00

Finally ended the exams. I must say that i'm still shit scared whenever i think about the results. This is like IT! Its the next turning point in my life. If all goes well, i'll be getting my degree and the next stop, WORK! Been busy looking for jobs now. Need to plan stuff and get it done soon. The feeling of not needing to get up and rush to school for mugging the whole day without any happiness, expect maybe lunch, feels really good.

Right now i'm down to helping mum with her store. She's busy with some other really good stuff so i told her to take a break and let me handle the work. She needs it for all that she's done for me. This is the least i could do. I'm glad things are working out well for her. Its paying off better now. So i'm just keeping my fingers crossed for more to come.

Cant wait for the 18th of June. I've got big plans! :D yeeeehaw. Right now i'm just taking each day as it comes with lots of Zest! I just love the random meet up's with the girls. Dinner dates with the family. Movie dates with the boy. Slowly i'm doing all the things i haven done in about 3 months.

THIS FEELS GOOD. The even better thing, i just had a great breakfast at Rider's Cafe, saw some pretty Horses and shopped till i dropped with my mum and sis. Girls day out is oh so fun!

love is unconditional

2010-05-15T01:13:00.001+08:00

I think they look absolutely gorgeous together. Not just for the face but from the heart. Someday the boy and I will be like this without a doubt :)

MUG MUG MUG IN THE FUTURE I WANT A PUG

2010-05-02T23:17:00.003+08:00

Blogging after such a long time. I'm exhausted from studying but sometimes i know i dont have a choice and so the only thing i can do is to take breaks and spend some time with friends and family. I mean afterall after the exams are over i have hell alot of time to party and enjoy right?

So today was another session of mugging with my dearest Fizah! Although we studied till we had headaches we managed to pull through! The weather is absolutely crazy these days. Its like a burning cauldron out there. Horrendous & for the first time today, our Starbuck drinks sucked. The fella didnt do a good job and i requested for a better one and he immediately upgraded my drink to a Venti from a Grande! Weeeeeeeeeeeeee! Fizah got pissed. LOL.

Then came the wonderful lunch at Sushi Tei which we both really really enjoyed. I love sushi and finally had my cravings disappear by eating some today.

I managed to spill so much today during our conversation. Its good to know that i have such strong friendships with my friends. To know that i can even speak to them about my personal problems. I'm thankful to GOD for that. I'm all set as to what to do about the future and i'm all prepared too.

Never cry over spilt milk. oh and Akshay Kumar's new movie Housefull is absolutely hilarious! From the biggest to the smallest in the family, all of us laughed our hearts out! I just love the man but i love the boy alot more!

shop till you drop but when you drop how can you shop

2010-04-07T22:45:00.004+08:00

Hahahaha. I found this really cute. The picture kinda lifted my mood a little. I'm so tempted to do shopping online. There's just too many goodies that i've seen BUT i told myself a big NONO. I'll wait for June to shop, patiently i'll wait cause thats when i think i'll feel i've spent my money on much cheaper goodies. Gahgahgah.

The weeks' been tiring. For the fact that i am in school everyday studying till late and once i get home i just cant do anything else but just slack and use the comp. I'm just too exhausted by then. Right now i just want to go for a movie and hang out at a mall or at a park thats quiet. Either one is fine. Just like good old days when exams were far far away. Bleah, now its just a month or so away. Not goooood.

I'm glad that in the midst of all these i still am catching up with the girls and i find that very calming. Letting loose over coffee is fun. Now i've a new friend Travis (dayana's dragon from build a bear). She brought him for coffee and tried to making him drink coffee. I thought i lost it but no, looks like i'm the sane one. LOL

Bring me the cash y'all

2010-04-04T23:19:00.003+08:00

Perhaps you already figured that money is on my mind right now. These two weeks have been absolutely crazy. Too much sorrow is in the air and i'm exhausted with all thats been taking place. I dont want to get into the details.

I've started applying for jobs since i am graduating this year (cross fingers). I hope everything falls in place for me. I just need to get a good job that let me look forward to doing it everyday and with the benefits and good pay of course. Everyone wants that and competition today is crazy. Its getting from bad to worse. But at least the influx of foreigners have been reduced now with the regulations put in place. I have nothing against them, but just against the fact that they take over the jobs here and we're left with nothing at times.

The studying never stops.

I'm really looking foreward to June. Cant wait for it. Exams would have ended and i'd be having some peace and relax for maybe 2 weeks (by then hopefully i've landed myself in a job). Its a good thing that i have quite a number of offers already. So perhaps i can just choose one job and do it while i look for the longer lasting one.

MONEY MONEY MONEY ITS SO FUNNY IN A RICH MAN'S WORLD.

PS: I love the boy for the fact that he's been a sweetheart and he buys me yummy food and brings me house hunting and has got me addicted to cars :)

xoxo

Celebrating Radz getting older and wiser

2010-03-17T19:33:00.003+08:00

To be short, i had a fantastic night out with the babes yesterday. Faiz added alot more fun to the already awesome night. I'm hoping for alot more of this; gathering, food, laughter and the bond :)

Memories warm you up from inside and also tear you apart outside

2010-03-15T23:33:00.003+08:00

Karma's a b*tch. All of us know that. So recently i found out how stealing's the in thing lately. To be specific, stealing someone else's hard earned money that is. As much as i'd love to share the story, its just too personal to do that here. I'm pretty much sure that Karma's working its way up that person's ass right about now. Its eventually gonna get to him/her. Hope the person knows that he/she has lost every ounch of respect i've had for them.

I miss watching the Little Rascal's. They're so darn cute. I'm looking forward for the celebration with the girls tomorrow. So much catching up to do. Before that would be a full day of mugging at school. So the night meet up is very much needed! I hope i land in a good paying job once my exams are over. I cannot possibly sit at home and laze around while i know others are earning fast cash by the minute. It'll probably drive me up the wall.

& ka, if you're reading this. I miss you very much. Come home soon, so we can chit chat in your room like the other night just before you left. Such good memories, all gone too soon. Boohoo!

Akshay oh akshay

2010-03-11T00:36:00.005+08:00

Levi's couldn't have picked a better man.

Loving you more than ever

2010-03-06T23:23:00.004+08:00

Caught this movie on the tele today and i thought that its a pretty good hindi film. I liked how Akshay Kumar was in the movie. For the first time i actually thought he's absolutely charming and he had that whole sex appeal thing going on. Katrina Kaif on the other hand annoyed me. She was spontaneously irritating in the movie, and i thought the role suited her very much. On Koffee with Karan, she literally told Karan that "Its really difficult to deflate my ego" after watching a video of fans telling her how they feel about her and stuff like that. I thought that was probably one of the rudest things an actor could say. Even if you want to be genuine and blunt, you've got to be a little more subtle about what you say to your fans.

Anyway, i fell in love with Akshay in the movie. He did a great job and there were moments where i wished i was Katrina instead, so then i could just make my move and re-shoot the whole scene telling the director that i forgot what was supposed to happen at that point. :)

Why wouldn't you like him? There's possibly no reason. He's hot. Period.

I also caught New York I love You today. You see i know i've been fb-ing and telling the whole world that i've been mugging like a loser who lost all her notes last minute and will die if she dosent study enough before the exams. But i've decided to take a big break not only because i want to but simply because i need to for some other reasons. So movies to me are the best breaks anyone can get.

NYILY was a simple and interesting movie with various stories. I still feel that Love Actually is one of the best movie in this row of films that's being taken, with lots of smaller stories in them. NYILY got to me at one point, where i truly cried and wanted that part to happen in my life in the future. The story of the two old people, Eli Wallach and Cloris Leachman. They walk, a long way talking and heading to the beach to celebrate their 60 something anniversary. There's one particular scene where they watch the waves and she slips her hands through this arm and leans over, he then kisses her forehead and they lock eyes. Then two brats come along skatebording over the bench near them and they start yelling and walking away. That love, is exactly what i want to see in my relationship. It doesnt have to be the same. Just somewhere along those lines would be just fine.

A dedication to my boy Sam

2010-03-02T22:29:00.003+08:00

Dogs are miracles with paws.

Every tired pore in your body awakes when you see them wagging their tail and waiting for you at the door. Thats love.

i wanna eat my damn mochi, how come i cant find any in NTUC!

2010-02-26T22:48:00.005+08:00

& today someone became a millionaire, owning 10 milllion dollars from the Hong Bao draw. How crazy is that. You won 10million and you dont need to share it with anyone else. Somehow, i just hope the person donates at least a little to help the needy people. I would definitely do that if i ever win money that big.

On the way to school this morning i met a 50 or more year old lady dressed very well carrying a Coach bag. Its what she did that amazed me. I was seated at the round stone seat at the interchange, she comes and takes out some serviettes from her MacDonald meal bag and suddenly some of the serviettes fall on the ground, she IGNORES them after which she places one on the seat before sitting down. Then she cleans her mouth and nose and throws those on the floor too. My question is, whats the point of dressing up, pretending like you've got so much class and poise in you when you openly litter like this?

She got me really pissed and she after which she kept looking at me! For what, i really dont know.

I'm hooked on American Idol and Survivor now. These were programmes i did not watch for a very very long time. I'm watching AI now for ELLEN and there are way too many good voices on idol this season! My favourite(s) are Andrew Garcia/Big Mike and Lily Scott. :D and they all made it throughhhhh now! Woo! :D i'm watching survivor only because its Heroes VS Villians which i think is absolutely interesting :)

How much hotter can James McAvoy be? Sigh!

I love this ad created for DH! Being a housewife dosent mean you cant be hot! :D

The three musketeers

2010-02-22T23:05:00.002+08:00

Paradise is not whats suppose to be on my mind right now but i can at lease dream for a bit cant i?

Exams are a real pain, especially the mugging part. But i'm afraid that if i dont mug, i'll end up on the streets begging for food (you know what i mean right?) and then there's the part of looking for a job while my uni takes its own bittersweet time settling our convocation and all that. So you can imagine if i dont get something on my hands soon enough, i'll probably be drunk and puking all over my room sobbing that i dont have a job. LOL.

Jokes aside, i've been a very happy girl lately. Spent alot of time with the Puniamoorthy sisters and did i say that it was amazing? Ka's return was really a good thing for all of us. We really needed that catching up and she has a whole lot of WONDERFUL friends that i've got to know all too well because of one fateful stayover we did. Plus i finally got to taste ka's great cooking. All that pasta and potatoes, sheesh my carbs have been bad on me but i could not resist. My my, i cant get into the details but i'll tell you in person if u ask me yes?

& then there's the boy who's been a darling to me lately. We've been talking alot about our future and stuff. Its so good to know that he's showing me his softer and loving self. To top it all he gets along so well with my the puniamoorthy sisters. Thats a big jackpot for me. I can simply wander around the house while the three of them entertain themselves and laugh away. It just swells my heart seeing that. People i grew up with and the man of my life, having fun even without me being in the conversation. :)

So as you can see, although i have so much crap on one side of the scale, i have an equally wonderful bunch of stuff going on the other side of it. All in all, i'm happy (minus the fact that ka went back to Zurich). She'll be back soon enough, i'll wait!

Its all because of Ne-Yo!

2010-02-09T21:22:00.004+08:00

He’s well-known for his many catchy anthems like ‘Sexy Love’, ‘Because of You’ and ‘Closer’ and he’s an established songwriter, having written megahits such as Rihanna’s ‘Take A Bow’ and Beyonce’s ‘Irreplaceable’ but Ne-Yo considers himself more a songwriter than a singer.

“I can sing but there are other people out there who can sing better than I can,” confides the 30-year-old who is dressed comfortably albeit stylishly in cargo pants, a blue and black plaid shirt over a white tank and a grey knitted golfing cap in a recent interview with hot. “And call me conceited if you want but I don’t think there are too many people on this planet who can write a song better than me.”

Another thing the charming and soft-spoken ‘Miss Independent’ singer is famous for is his penchant for hats. “I have thousands of hats. I just recently bought a new place in Atlanta and it came with four bedrooms but I transformed one of them into a closet [for my hats]. I have boxes of them and probably a thousand of them. And that’s just the hats I have in the house. It’s not counting the hats my mum is holding on to,” reveals the singer who was in Kuala Lumpur recently for the XPAX Ignites Ne-Yo Live in KL 2010, one of his two Asian concerts, the other being in the Philippines.

After speaking to the incredibly down-to-earth and articulate Ne-Yo, we certainly think he can charm the hats (and ahem, pants) off us any day.

Why did you call your album Year of the Gentleman?

Because I thought it was time. If you took a look at the industry before, there was a lack of gentlemen. I thought music was very misogynistic at that point, even more so right now. I needed to remind people that you can do music without calling a woman a b**ch and it is possible to write a song that’s not all about sex and still have a following.

Would you say that you’re a gentleman and what would you say to those who think chivalry is dead?

I call myself a gentleman in training because as a gentleman you understand that life is about constantly learning. To say that I’m a gentleman right now is to say I’ve learnt everything there is to being a gentleman and I haven’t. There is so much to learn. To a woman who thinks chivalry is dead, she should get to know me [laughs].

Which part of you is a gentleman?

All of me, 100%. The whole thing from top to bottom [laughs].

You’ve had so many hits. Do you feel pressured to come up with hits all the time now?

That pressure is always there but if you focus on that, you will never write another hit. If I were to say ‘I need to write a song better than ‘Closer’, nothing in my mind will ever top it. Everything I do will suck in my mind and nothing will come out so I have to take myself out of the mindset that I have to create something better than it and just create and enjoy what it is in that moment. Whether it’s going to be better than ‘Closer’, I don’t know and I don’t really care but I love it right now and hopefully the world will too.

Your dressing is always immaculate. How do you know what to put on?

I wear whatever the day brings. I can’t take 100% credit for it because I do have a team of people who help me put looks together. It’s not all me. I have an incredible team behind me.

How many times a day are you complimented on your fashion?

A lot more now, actually. It’s funny because anybody who knew me before my first album came out would look at me now and go, ‘Wow, when did this happen?!’ I never really cared for fashion. I always dressed comfortably. Growing up, we didn’t have that much money. We weren’t poor but we didn’t have a lot of money so it wasn’t about having the freshest jeans. It was about taking care of what you had and keeping it clean. I was always neat but not stylish. So now when people go, ‘You’re so stylish’, I go, ‘Really? Thank you.’

Would you venture into fashion?

I’ve been thinking about it. I have a deal with Macys in the States to be the spokesperson for their line of suits and that’s the closest thing I’ve done to fashion. It’s a big responsibility trying to tell people how to dress!

Your songwriting, crooning and dancing skills have garnered you plenty of attention from the ladies. Is there a special someone in your life?

A gentleman never tells [laughs].

Do you have any advice for the gentlemen who are looking to impress the ladies in their lives?

One thing that has helped me throughout the years is learning to listen. The one thing that holds true with women, though they’re all so different, is that they love to talk and they love people to listen. So a man who can do that has one up from the rest.

What would you do and what song would you sing if you wanted to impress a lady?

I would ask her if she was a fan of my music. If she is, then I’d take it upon myself to serenade her with her favourite song. If she wasn’t, I’ll try and make her a fan of my music!

What kind of girls are you attracted to?

The odd thing is I don’t have a type anymore. I did at one point but I’ve come to a point where I realise that your looks are a shell and it’s only available for a very limited time. To be with someone based on their looks is just stupid. It’s like falling in love with a rose while it’s still alive and not realising that the rose will wither and eventually die. I love a woman who’s confident enough with who she is to be whoever the h*ll she is. That is so rare now. I’ve never had an industry girlfriend because to be honest with you, industry women are the ones with the most problems!

Really?

Think about it. If you’re known for being gorgeous, do you know how much pressure it is to stay gorgeous? You get a pimple and you’ll kill yourself trying to figure out how to get rid of it! They’re the ones with the most insecurities and I don’t deal with insecurities because I’m not an insecure person myself. I know I have flaws and I’ve accepted them and I like my women to feel the same way.

What do you consider as your biggest flaw?

[Laughs] As I got old enough to shave, this area here [gestures to his chin and neck] became a major insecurity for me. I lived with a bunch of women and was never really taught how to shave. By the time I learnt, it was already too late and it is what it is. If this is the reason why you don’t want to be my friend or be involved with me romantically, then you’re missing out because there’s so much more to me than just this.

How difficult is it to maintain a relationship when you’re on the road so often?

Difficult is an understatement. Any woman who is involved with me has to understand who I am, what I am and what I do. On the outside looking in, all you see is the leisure time, the parties and videos but what you don’t see are the parts which are the most time consuming – the time I spend in the studio and on the road. These are the things that become the most stressful on a relationship. When I’m in the studio, I can’t have a girlfriend around because my focus is on the studio. If I did have one around, she would feel very neglected because I wouldn’t be able to give her any attention. I don’t want to do that. A woman has to be very secure with herself. Women throw themselves at me all day long. If you’re going to be walking somewhere with me and a woman comes running up to me and throws her arms around me, she’s got to be secure enough to say ‘Okay’ and that’s difficult for a woman.

What is it about music and songwriting that you love?

I just love it. I can say things in a song that I would never have the guts to say in real life. That’s weird because I’ve been in relationships that I didn’t want to be in anymore but I didn’t have the guts to say it isn’t working out so I’d write songs and play it to them and they go ‘Is this meant for me?’

How many hearts have you broken with a song?

Loads. [Laughs] I’d like to take this opportunity to apologise to everyone whom I’ve broken up with a song! As time has progressed and I’m now 30, it’s a lot easier to speak my mind.

sigh, i just love the man.

Love for photography and art

2010-02-08T16:59:00.004+08:00

Art is the simple way we get away from things.

(Pictures by John. K Nakata)

omg i'm old

2010-02-06T00:45:00.003+08:00

& there you go, i'm 23 years old. Officially, like fizah said! I'm not feeling that birthday vibe. I just really enjoyed celebrating Jay's 21st just awhile ago. That was alot more fun!

Today's gonna be a really long day. With my phone constantly beeping (so yaya) and the celebrations later at night for Jay's 21st (this time the big bash itself). So the day has pretty much been planned out. I'm just hoping i'll enjoy my day and what i really want is for everyday to be positive and happy. Its not exactly great when you're only remembered during your birthday and on other days you're like, sorry who are u again?

That aside i'm hyped to see how Jay's birthday party goes. We've got so much planned out for her and it could have been much more happening if not for the older folks commenting on everything! Rah!

So shima, happy birthday. Think positive, 23 isnt that bad afterall right?!

Sweet sweet rides

2010-01-27T22:15:00.003+08:00

Volkswagen Golf

Maserati

GTR

Lamborghini Gallardo

Bentley

If only i was rich enough; i'd never think twice on spending my money on of these sweet rides. Sigh!

6th feb 2010 marks my 23rd birthday OMG

2010-01-25T20:14:00.003+08:00

Does it really mean you're shameless and greedy when you actually tell people what you want for your birthday? No, i don't think so. Frankly if i am the party buying the gift, i would rather buy the person something they like and make them happy :) so here goes.

Birthday Wishlist ♥

A new brown leather strapped watch
Polaroid camera
Macbook
Borders Voucher
Charles & Keith sexy heels (size 36 actually anything and everything from C&K would make me happy haha!)
Orange/red Coach wrislet
Dresses
Glow in the dark havaianas
Receipe folder/book from kiKki.k (ION)
Black cardigan
Or anything else you think i'd love to have (",)

some interesting celebrity gossip

2010-01-25T19:21:00.004+08:00

The intention was to do the updates of some celebrity gossip when i got back from KL but of course i sat on it. Right now seems like a good idea!

Kate Moss landed herself in hot water when she made a remark; "Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels" from eating disorder group representatives and has since said that she does not support such a lifestyle choice by any chance.

The VS beauty has decided to drop her name Klum and has decided to take on her husband Seals last name Samuel. Thus she is known as Heidi Samuel and has even signed papers for it.

Angelina Jolie apparently has a temper like a cobra which made her launch a mean-spirited but effective campaign against Jennifer Aniston. Jolie planted press stories in 2005 that painted Aniston in a negative light; saying she put her career before kids which was one of the reasons for her divorce with Brad Pitt.

Despite the things Chris Brown did to Rihanna, sources claim that he dosent think it has hurt his game that much when it comes to the ladies.

Peoples magazine has chosen Jonny Depp to be the sexiest man alive in their 2009 poll!

Mariah Carey was asked to switch on the lights at the Westfield shopping centre in West London and our diva complicated it by requesting for 20 white kittens and 100 white doves to accompany her at the event. Plus she requested that she should be showered with butterfly shaped confetti while standing on a custom made pink podium waving a magic wand.

Lindsay Lohans dad, Michael Lohan went public with phone tapes of his conversations with his daughter about her drug problems and her romance with the late Heath Ledger to the media to get her into rehab after profusely trying to convince her. Dina, Lindsays mother told press that for a father to stoop this low is unforgivable.

The need for the voice to be heard

2010-01-23T17:47:00.003+08:00

Karaoke was absolute fun yesterday. Although only 4 of us made it, we made full use of the session. The variety of songs were amazing and of course i sang my favourite two songs of all time (hotel california & larger than life- now you can laugh for all i care but singing them out loud is really quite fun ok!). I really am looking forward to the next singing session with the full clique.

Lately, marriage stuff have been running through my head. Not that i am getting married now or rushing into it. I'm just curious and anxious about it. Thinking of how i would plan and prepare a beautiful ceremony (with the help of family and friends of course). To top it all, my boy has been willingly entertaining me for every single comment and idea i come up with. We've started discussing our ideal ROM plans and i am so pleased that he's been such a darling to me. Not all men jump and run from such topics as you can see. Some do prefer to talk and plan ahead, like him :)

My birthday is coming up. I will be 23 this feb and i feel rather old. The feeling of my 21st birthday just started subsiding and now i am 2 years older already. How much faster can time fly? Nonetheless, i need to appreciate everything life has offered me for i have learnt many things the hard way and i am now aware of who and what is important in my life. These are the people and things i should concentrate and look out for and not every tom, dick and harry. So this feb is going to be another month of birthdays, fun, mugging and maybe some tears. I'll embrace it all. Isnt that what life teaches us afterall?

PS: I shall clear "birthday wants/desires" that people have been questioning me about in my next post. I am not shameless, i am just being reasonable. You'd rather buy me something i like than crack you head for the longest time right? GAH GAH GAH!

Thoughts on becoming a mother from a mother

2010-01-20T11:54:00.003+08:00

Rah rah ooolala. Lady Gaga is cool, really!

Who says you got to blog about the bad stuff all the time? I mean you got to think of the positive side a little more to keep the mood up. I'm looking forward to Jay's 21st party. Its definitely going to be a blast. I mean you ought to be a loser if you dont have fun at a party eh? I've picked out my outfit from forever 21 (with the help of fifi). I never felt better then when i tried on the dress. Losing weight definitely has its perks and i feel good that i've been able to uphold the spirit of being vegetarian as much as possible.

I have the urge to eat meat, especially chicken at times, but my self-control has surprised me even. So all in all, its for the better. My mum, being a mother, nags at me not because i am losing weight (she is definitely proud of that) but the fact that i may become too weak when i give birth in the future! O M G. She's hilarious. I mean, the thought of having a baby is way beyond my imagination for now. I have so much more to worry about. My mother obviously worries about my studies, marriage and my abilities on becoming a mother myself in the future. Cute. Hahaha!

Right now, i am running late! Poooooooooooooooop!

men vs men

2010-01-18T23:21:00.002+08:00

This pair have got such chemistry on screen (hopefuly not off, not that i would mind). They made the Sherlock Holmes such a pleasant movie to watch. Loved the accent and all that witty words from the chaos throughout the film. You should catch it if you have the time.

I neeeeeeeed to recover fast, or i'm screwed. Seeing your ugly faggot face on screen did not exactly make me feel any better. Professional my darn foot! Go get your teeth done first. I'm afraid i'll get scraped along the way.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

the actor fetish

2010-01-17T23:04:00.005+08:00

because i absolutely love him

period.

Not so happy new year?

2010-01-17T15:26:00.003+08:00

Being sick isnt very fun.

2010's beginning was supposed to be good. As all new year's start are. But frankly, i've been in the midst of sickness and annoyance. Bloody hell. Not everyday is horrible, some are better than the rest. Sushi Tei with some Daaz ice cream afterwhich was good for the soul. The received gifts were unexpected and i feel like a loser since my gift wasn't all that fascinating. But then again, people say its the thought that counts. People say, not me.

I'm on depression mode now and i'm trying to get out of it by keeping myself occupied. My dilemma is somewhat solved i guess. I've been talking to close friends and family and i' think i'm on the right track choosing my decision. I'm on a roll now. So i better be prepared and satisfied with what i want to do. I cant be sitting on it any longer, dont really have the time you see. Plus the feeling of loosing weight and being more on the vegetarian side of life gives me the perks of being a better human being i guess. So emo. ha ha ha ha ha.

Right now i need rest. My medication is making my eyes close, little by little.

Patience is a virtue

2009-12-13T01:22:00.002+08:00

These past twoo weeks have been tremendously hard on me. Mum had a bad attack on her arm which caused alot of things to turn upside down. At least she's recovering now and thats a bit of a relief. I had to pause my school work and my self study to help her out at work and i'm exhausted by it but i couldnt afford to see her suffer. She needed this 10 plus day break to rest. I just want her to be better again.

I'm including Dayana and her family in my prayers. I just hope everything gets back to normal for her family. They deserve better and thats exactly what they will get.

I got some sleep at last, peacefully. People say that in times of sadness and difficulty is when you truly know who cares and who makes an effort to be there for you. I was rather surprised by the soft gestures and comforting words i heard from some who cared when i was going downhill and worried about my mum. I've not caught any movies lately and that sucks. My toothache is another problem now. Gonna get that damn wisdom tooth extracted soon.

To all the idiots who try to speak Tamil, especially when you're not an Indian, do it with some dignity and not mockery. For i am on the verge of making a mockery of your language very soon to let you know how it feels. Damn you morons.

Shameless flirt

2009-11-19T23:31:00.004+08:00

If you get the chance, catch the movies Yellow and 2 days in Paris. Both which are international films. Yellow is more of a strong movie about the love for dance and how pursuing it changes your life. 2 days in Paris is a comedy about a French photographer and an American interior designer who fall in love and go through a hilarious cycle of ups and downs when they try to revive their relationship with a Europe trip.

I have lots of work to catch up on and my time is running short. Been very distracted and busy lately with all the occasions lined up. I've got pretty much alot of crap to clear up next week and i'm in for a crazy ride that i'm not going to enjoy much!

Note: "Shameless flirt!" So exactly when do i meet him?! because i'm definitely a shameless flirt in his case!

Cosmopolitan city

2009-11-03T18:11:00.002+08:00

When someone win's a tournament you give them a trophy and make them feel happy about it. But my bowling tournament yesterday did a backfire when our team's winning trophies went to some other players due to wrong calculations in the pinfalls. How annoying can that be? Now we're suspecting something fishy in the way the management and organisers of the tournament conducted their tasks. Hmm! It would have been my first trophy home. I'm so disappointed.

I've been lacking sleep this week which has led to me being alot more tired than i usually am. Also i keep dreaming of my bed during lectures. The rainy season isnt helping much. I was looking forward to a picnic this weekend but i guess its got to be on hold until the rain decides i get to go out and play.

With so much happening in November i feel happy. My sister turns 16 in another 7 days. She's growing up so fast. & i feel old. Looking forward to a fun-filled dinner outing tmr with the gang! :) Yeeehawwww!

Colour my colourless world

2009-10-15T00:33:00.003+08:00

Finally i've bowled after ages of not doing anything about it. I lost to my bf in the second round and of course he placed his bets right when he knew i was losing & he called me a soreloser cause i didnt agree to pay up. LOL.

Its fun going down to Little India to shop and all during the festive period. Even if you dont have anything to buy (which rarely is the case) you would still want to head down just to eat and have a cup of teh tarik and relax. Today was the same and i bet tomorrow would be to. I really dont know if i have the mood to colour my hair anymore. I'm just annoyed with some matters right now.

In a matter of days, Deepavali will be over and the nosiy/busy and colourful streets will be vanished. I'm looking forward to counting down and having those happy moments with the family and friends. Right afterwhich i have to start planning my baby's birthday. Its right up the following week. Open house, birthdays and many more occasions are coming up!

Dil Bole Hadippa

2009-10-11T22:57:00.007+08:00

Dropping two pants size feels absolutely good :) I've never been happier with my performance and control. Yahoo!

Right now i'm in gaga-land after catching the hindi release of "Dil Bole Hadippa". The flick combines the ohsohotandhandsome Shahid Kapoor and the ohsohotandgorgeous Rani Mukherji. In case you dont know who they are, check the picture below. The gaga came about when i caught Jab We Met which obviously has Shahid Kapoor in it as the main actor and now the gaga-ness has gone to the extreme of it all! Damn it! I mean a girl can drool cant she?

I realised today that i am that romantic and soft kind of person. The kind that looks for that shy and eye to eye mesmerizing effect and all in a relationship. Everytime i watch a movie, be it english/tamil/hindi, those love and soapy scenes get to me. I know this isnt exactly what happens in reality but then again i sometimes just wish this is what exactly happens in real life too. Imaginations running wild people.

With Diwali just days away, its back to that festive mood of shopping, baking and cleaning the house. I'm hoping my open house this year has a good response as i'm looking forward to the gathering and wanting that catching up very bad. I'll wait patiently for those who havent responded to my messages as yet! For now lets look at some yummy pictures shall we?

& then there is simply him. My oh My.

then comes my favourite picture of them all.

Making ends meet

2009-10-03T00:44:00.003+08:00

Right now i have my poly life doing its flashback in my head. I'm missing all those moments lazing at macdonald's and wishing we'd get a break just to head to cheers even if we didnt need to buy anything. My friends were the biggest part of that phase in my life and i just wish it ended on a happy and sobbing note of how we'd miss each other. Oh well. Time changes and people change so we cant really do much about it can we?

I got punked by Winston AKA Bones today together with Rong Ci AKA Ramachandran. I seriously fell for the ploy. Damn these stinking kids. They are still as juvenile and naughty as ever! But thats what makes them who they are and right after this i missed them even more! I'm hoping for a miracle to happen, not that we're gonna go back in time, but perhaps meet up after the eons!

Yesterday/Today was absolutely wonderful thanks to Jay! She made my day(s) :) Oh what would i do without her. I had these 100 bucks worth of taka vouchers and i've been contemplating on how and what exactly i should spend them on. I literally went through the whole of Taka's departmental store to see if i actually NEED anything before i splurged. Then of course i splurged cause i really didnt have the need for anything. Got myself a pair of genuine leather pumps for 70 bucks and that also on 20% discount to my delight! Then i got a gold necklace from chomel with stars! Its very very very pretty and exactly what i've been looking for.

Tomorrow's the start of the firewaking festive season and i'll probably be at temple almost everyday till Wed i guess. Its going to be another long period but i'm looking very much forward to it.

So happy weekend people!

I WANT another holiday la please!

2009-09-16T21:20:00.003+08:00

After having a wonderful Sunday at the beach (this time with my dog Sam) with my family, i just had to end by falling down. & why did i fall down, because i had my eyes feasted on the pretty chalets that were nearby. LOL. Bloody hell. On a better note, it felt really good that i got to drive around for 5 wholly days everywhere i went since my parents were away (celebrating their 25th wedding anniversary in Phuket siaaaaaaa!). I felt in total control mahn! Wooooot.

School's gonna start in less than a week. Back to school. My oh my. I need to get back in shape and focus even harder than the previous semester. So i need that study vibe in me. But i am constantly thinking of Bali and how i wanna go there end of this year. RAH. (Hopefully things work out).

Lady Gaga probably lost her mind although its her style sense i guess and I personally thought Katy perry looked absolutely gorgeous :) -MTV Video Awards

No words to descibe the heartless-ness

2009-09-04T16:00:00.005+08:00

I'm just so mad right now but instead of making it worse, i'm just freaking gonna cool it off. Looking forward to the dinner later with my bf! Weeeha :)

I'm starting school very very soon. I've cleared all my papers! Feel really good about it. So now i'm gonna go on to my final year. Need to party and celebrate this and my cousin and her friends are planning it for me very soon! Woooot.

maybe its time for a change, again

2009-09-02T22:12:00.003+08:00

I think Twiggy has an absolutely gorgeous face, especially in her first few photo shoots when she started off as a young model. No wonder everyone fought to have her in their magazines/ads.

I've been very tired lately. Helping my mum out is a good feeling on the whole, but very tiring! Its not all WHOOPIE when it comes to a whole day affair of non stop work (ok almost whole day!) I had a memory rush today. So much flashbacks and sweet stuff that i was reminiscing. I guess i kinda decided to perhaps adjust some things. I should. There is not much time left. Its no point regretting later.

Its 10.15pm and my eyes are started to close already. Today's veg meal was good. Its "Onam" today, a festive season celebrated by the Malayalee people. So veg food all over serangoon road was extra special today and yummy.

I'm keeping fingers crossed for Sunday! I might leave the country for a day :D and i am so darn excited to visit the Thai Festival celebrations and food fair that starts today. Check it out if you can. Tooodles :D

Maybe someday you can have it all

2009-08-31T20:13:00.004+08:00

Huge a** crush.

Huge a** comedy.

PERIOD -_-

Missing good ol' London

2009-08-17T01:14:00.003+08:00

I seem to be missing London alot. Feel like it was a tad too short, the course. Anyways, its not like i wont get the opportunity to walk down those streets once again. I might (if i am lucky enough) do my Master's in LSE itself when the right time comes. I just really miss the weather and the lovely people. Also the fact that you can dress however you want and people dont judge you. Back here almost everyone judges you. So that kinda sucks.

School's gonna start only in Sept and i cannot afford to sit home and do nothing. So i thought i might as well help mum out at work and also find more tuition kids. The current one is driving me up the wall! So thats my duty now. Of course i have more fun things planned out, like excercising more often and cooking. I've jotted down a number of good recipes i found online and also my darling cousin Jay has given me handy tips. So i am going to put all these tips and researching into good use.

There are so many things coming up in the following months! Some i am looking very much forward to, some i just dont feel so hyped about because of issues/people i got to face. Then again, its not like i live for those who dont care. So i might as well just go with the usual flow of the routine and get it over and done with!

Right now, i just miss the beer and chocolates i had in Switzerland while playing poker with my cousins! Thats the life! RAH!

Is home really where the heart is?

2009-08-10T01:27:00.002+08:00

I'm back in Singapore, all safe and sound. The thought of leaving the cold and pretty looking London did have a negative effect on me but it kinda got washed out by the positive effects that were on a equal balance on the thought of seeing my family/friends and the comfort of my home again. So it isnt that bad. I still feel very jet-lagged. Cant sleep on time and i havent adapted to the timezone here in S'pore as yet. Its difficult really. I was up till 5.30am in the morning watching my tamil programmes online and not feeling one bit sleepy, i eventually forced myself to sleep since i had a long day ahead.

My choice and my parents blessings allowed me to experience so much more on the outside world of S'pore. Being away is not that easy as it seems. The excitement that you hold on the day of departure fades away and starts building on the excitement of the day you return back home. As much as i was happy to be home, a pathetic incident (racist btw) occured yesterday at my uncle's residence and this of course totally pissed me off and made me reflect back on how different people back in London were. Especially the fact how friendly and carefree they were. It shocks me that just a day before the nation celebrates its birthday as one people, some morons just have to create chaos and show how dumb they are really.

I kinda lost my mood to celebrate after that actually. Instead i just had a good time with my family and i am indulging on the good food back here. I badly missed the food & now that i've got it, i gotta start losing some pounds since i never ever excercised during my whole trip except for the fact that i walked hell alot.

I'm intending on buying myself a brand new diary, plain simple and nothing fancy. This will let me pen down my thoughts and things i just cant say aloud as and when i want. I'm suddenly so excited to do it! Now that i am back, i also have to start preparing for school and all the normal and daily routine that i've missed out on for a long long time.

Storage filled with beer equals to happy men!

2009-06-30T00:24:00.003+08:00

Today was very pleasant. I got up at 930 to get my luggage from uncle and chatted with him for a good 20mins regarding my trip and we talked about what? "AVIATION" exactly what he's working for. LOL. I watched "Ramayanam" an epic hindu story about this God named Raman and how he was sent away for 16 years of his life. Its a very old movie in black and white and i thought it was wonderful, classic's never fail. I've yet to watch some others which i got at Mustaffa Centre last night with mum and sis. Sudden craving for old meaningful movies la! Then of course i met the two girls i hold close to my heart, awwww. Hahaha. What else did we do but eat, sit and chat away about random stuff at Starbucks! Had a trip down to Mustaffa to get all my essentials and necessities for my trip. I'm trying my maximum best to save my pounds so i'm getting what i NEED here. No wants/demands and all. I need to "Travel Light" as what the Puniamoorthy sisters have been emphasizing on, which i totally get! Plus, akka if you're reading this, please take care of your foot. I'm so glad i skyped you so at least i know things. I love you! :)

The days are passing so fast. Having the butterfly effect in my tummy already. Will definitely miss my family and friends but then again its gonna be an out of the world experience! Tmr's gonna be oh so good too. Waffles and more catching up!

Btw, if you did not already know, the latest Heineken commercial is freaking good! Check it out!

drew drew drew its all about you

2009-06-27T01:14:00.004+08:00

I just like looking at her, not because i'm a lesbo but because i think she's a fresh face!

you'll be missed today and forever

2009-06-26T17:21:00.002+08:00

I cannot believe the king of pop Michael Jackson has passed on. Its definitely tragic news and the world is mourning his loss. I'm an avid fan of him, i've always loved his music even when i was a young child. He brought life to music. There will never ever be anyone like him again. He'll be missed but his music will never die.

RIP MJ, i love you.

magic can be near you, just look hard for it

2009-06-23T13:11:00.004+08:00

For some weird reason i havent been blogging alot lately. Perhaps its the lazy feel i get everyday since i worked my butt of during my exam period. I just take each day as it comes and i enjoy myself to the max. From catching up with everyone, to watching movies, cooking at home and just doing all the simple things like picnics and having a drink at starbucks. Life is to be lived at its fullest!

Elementary 1 of dance is over and now comes Elementary 2. Its alot more difficult but i have to face it and give it my best shot. The first one went fine. I think and hope that the second one is at its best too. The weekend was wonderful. Spent a good time at East Coast Park with my family and then we came up with all sorts of excuses for my cousins to stay over. Obviously we overpowered the parents. HAHAHA. & i think my mum was in a superb mood, thus i drove everywhere we went. Felt really really good.

Less than two weeks before i fly off. I am super duper excited. I cant explain it. Its just that amazing feeling you get when you know u're going to experience a different world out there and the different culture and food. My baby got the camera just in time! Wooohooo. So i'm just going to enjoy the one whole month to the max. And to know that i'm travelling with my baby makes it all the more better. :)

kumar is my role model;so hot

2009-06-05T00:12:00.003+08:00

I had a great time today. Finally caught up with the boyfriend after a week of not seeing him :) it was pleasant and soothing all the same. A good ayam penyet meal for lunch and we got into planning at starbucks. Then i met the short-hot-fart dayana (fizah we missed you alot, we kept talking about you and dayana was BITCHING about you! :D) and we shopped a little and caught up. Havent seen this little one in a long time too.

So it was a good thursday afterall. The GSS is so good i tell you. I bought myself a dress from Isetan at FIFTEEN DOLLARS. A very retro and hip dress which i liked the instant i saw it & of course i made sure that dayana got herself one too. Our madam spent alot more than me today (a dress, a jacket and a new bag) after telling me she's being very careful with spending these days. A big LOL. But we're girls afterall, so we cant help it if we see sales everywhere, especially when they are cheap and good.

So the days are passing faster and faster. Which is great in one way and bad in another. Depends on how you want to see it. I'm looking forward to each day with a bang! My cousin managed to get a job at cotton on and man am i gonna use all the goodies and coupons as much as i can. COTTON ON ROCKS :)

the long flowing dress that touches you every inch

2009-06-02T23:11:00.004+08:00

Finally the long awaited school break is here. I feel good now and i've already had the best time away overseas right after my paper (literally people, i left straight after my paper!) This of course would be the best and one of the most memorable trips, for now at least. I am sure there are many more to come. I'll upload the photos soon enough.

I'm having another craze now, on Maxi dresses. Just like my sudden crave on wedges, now its this. I'm so in love with the floral and printed ones. There look so pretty but i just dont know if i should buy one. I'm hanging in the air, thinking. Hahaha.

I cant wait for so many things. I have all the stuff lined up since i'll be pretty free. But of course i need to start back my exercise and my reading and stuff like that. I've kept that out for too long.

Oh and did i say SCHOOL'S OUT? :D

Happy happy holidays

2009-05-26T22:34:00.004+08:00

I miss poly life man, seriously. I wish i could go back exactly to year 2 where i had the most fun in my life. I looked forward to school everyday without a single fret. Not all things last do they.

I was contemplating on some issues and i was thinking back on all the past events and the good old days. This back-tracking did not include just my friends. Guess one b*tch must be the happiest right now that whatever she wanted all along has happened. I' really hope the day for all her acts and the things she said to be revealed comes soon. She's on the top my BAD BOOK list. RAHHHH!

Two more days to ultimate freedom (for now atleast) i will end exams and have a blast of a weekend and much more than that in the coming month. I'm gonna enjoy every bit of my holidays. I cant wait :) i just hope everything goes well. I'm so happy that Jay is back! Finally, cant wait to catch up with her as well.

JUNE/JULY/AUG be good to me please.

Go shima, its another one more week!

2009-05-24T17:40:00.003+08:00

Some people just wont change no matter how hard you drive them to do so. Its just their mentality and their thought that matters and everything else does not. I'm tired of hearing the same thing over and over again and also i've given up hope. In the end i was the one who was right. I stood strong on my viewpoint and everyone else disagreed and said that its been too long not to know.

So today, i realised what i've been holding on to is true afterall & that kinda sucks in a way cause my hopes were kinda slashed apart. Oh well, in the end everything is in GOD's hands and we have no say or we cant change whatever that is to happen. I just hope everything stays quiet and good till its time to open up and there are no obstacles or things that can bring the word NO out in anyway.

I'm just really irritated right now and i dont know what i can do so instead i just decided to blog and talk to myself. GREAT. hahaha :) i'm not gonna get all depressed and upset and make a fool of the situation. I just wish i can get the two big mouths in my hand so i can tell them off and ask them to mind their damn business and just go on with their live. They have no right to judge me or talk about my life and try to make it worse for any reason. I dont owe them no shit. Losers.

Anyway next weekend is to die for :D so i am just gonna complete my last paper in happiness and leave things to be.

go away nightmare

2009-04-27T21:40:00.003+08:00

Exams are just a stone throw away. Fifi's already doing it and mine's next week! I'm paranoid and very stressed. Of course i am not sitting on things nor am i just crying my heart out for fear of failure. But NO! I can do this. & I have been working hard, postponing all activities and all the fun for the past three weeks plus. I've been staying in school mugging till the library anounces that its closing. POOOOOT!

I miss my girlfriends very very very much. Been sometime since we caught up since we all are busy with exams/work and stuff. Guesswe'll catch up after everything settles down. This will be the first time i have two papers in a day. Never have i experienced that before. Or have i? I cant remember, my brains clogged with school work.

Finally got a haircut :) it was a spur of the moment thingy. Bam, i went it and said "can you cut my hair aunty? I know its sudden but how?" of course she said yes, she was free you see. So we chatted(the aunty is my friend) and she did a great job. I really like it. I'm thinking of adding some nice highlights before the big take off after exams. I'll think about that closer to the date.

The one thing thats keeping me going (ok maybe two, including Redbull my bff) is the Morning Madness on Class 95 with FD, Glenn and Vernetta. They make my day, everyday, literally. I look forward to the mornings now because of them, just to tune in and laugh while i gobble breakfast down. What more can you ask to chase away the everyday blues then their fights and gossips and all the hilarious stuff they say on air. Just the best. & i even put some effort on the little ways/tips they give you to make you life a little less stressful. So i've made the first move on preparing a sheet with 30 numbers on it and i've gotta sit and think of 30 things i have to do during my June holidays and note them down. & i do one a day, that way i complete things faster and efficiently instead of saying i'll do all at once and ending up not doing any at all! Smart or whatttt? Thanks FD!

& now i am gonna pop some very traditional old school biscuits my mum bought for me and watch a little tv before i head to bed and dream about POA (perhaps Johnny Depp might make me very happy by appearing as my teacher in my dreams tonight, you wish Shima!)

Goodbye blogger.

school-holic

2009-04-15T22:03:00.003+08:00

I dont dare have fun for the time being. Its like asking for it! I've been busy with books and having two papers on the same day is not gonna help me one bit. But i'm not giving up and no way am i gonna just crash! I have to score and do well. For myself and my parents. I mean thats the least i could do, make them proud. What else do they ask for eh?

I'm tired, very very tired but i gotta bath right about now and hop back to accounts. Mum's been making delicious food these two weeks and i'm so satisfied :D I'm hoping all goes well the next few weeks so i can be all prepared when i enter the exam hall next month!

Wish me luck and sensibility to understand and apply the proper concepts to the questions :)

AMG stuck in a CHINNNNA body! OH PLEASE!

2009-04-08T00:29:00.003+08:00

I feel like a happy little child right this moment. I happened to skype with Jay last night and we kinda hit off the chat with silly things like what we would do if we got 10000 bucks just like that. SMACK! & being a girl, shopping was one of the priority on the to do list. So since i was high on the fact that i needed to shop, i did just that with the girls today at town. My was that a unexpected call. I just grabbed stuff like i was loaded with that magic money i spoke of earlier. But no, i did not buy expensive things, i bought things on SALE. Yes that exact word that makes any girl/crowd go wild and make a mess of the stores, leaving the staff to grumble when they eventually have to clear up and close the store. lol. Mean, green fast moving machines we are!

Anyway i feel good i had a bit of retail therapy today. I made Dayana spend today as well She was to get a bag for herself and ended up getting apparels instead. :D so i dont feel too bad afterall! Sale is always good. Very worthy stuff and stuff that i've had eyes on for eons were on sale today at ridiculous prices.

While waiting for fifi (dayana's irritating pet name for her), we walked around in Lucky Plaza (i know, we went there for ayam penyet ok!) and ended up in Watsons. & what did we buy? Chocolates, sweets and some funny fries munchie! They sell "Sugus" at $1.50 per bottle. I mean thats crazy, its so so so cheap. So yes, we ate like fat pigs and enjoyed ourselves cause its nothing like food,shopping and starbucks to keep you happy at the end of the day. :)

I so wanted to wear my wedges today, but since i was meeting two short farts, i could not be that mean to them! Another time perhaps :)

tell me why its me again?

2009-04-05T23:57:00.002+08:00

I'm just really annoyed now. Somehow everyone seems to have a bad mood today and i'm getting the bad side of it. & it pisses me off very much thank you. Urghhhh. Its not very nice is it?

Damn these days.

I'm still hoping for a magical response. Hoping things work out smoothly and as i expect. Its gonna be another long week with more revision lessons and more studying sessions. I'm really tired but i know i cannot give up just yet. I'm just praying hard that my hard work pays off. I have to work harder though. I get easily distracted these days which is a bad sign. So i have to put a stop to it starting tmr. I just want a big break and i hope i get it.

Peace out!

do you have a wedge?

2009-04-01T22:02:00.005+08:00

I'm tired of mugging for exams. Its like eternity dosent even exist! On the contrary i've had the chance to watch two movie last week and today. I caught "Gran Torino" with my bf at Vivo and my was that movie one hellavu smack-ass good catch! I mean seriously, no offence on the language, its a really really good movie that is a must catch. I know you must be thinking that i say that for almost every movie i watch but its no lie. If i like it and its enjoyable enough i share the news. Its not like you must follow my rules of catching these movie or else you can never read my blog again! Haha. Clint Eastwood is some man with all that charm and sizziling performance even at this age, the good part is his humour is very much in tact thank you!

The other movie i caught today was "Confessions of a Shopaholic". Its another witty and funny movie that i enjoyed. For this movie of course i went with my sister since boys are too macho to catch such chick flicks. Hats off to RONG CI for that. He's one man who dares to watch almost any chick flick movie with his gf. But not all are the same and i respect that my darling bf dosent like these movies much.

So if you're free and need a break, watch a movie. Speaking of Shopaholic, not that i'm one, i've had this sudden liking to wedges. Colourful, strappy, causal, sexy. You name it and i'll love it. Its this sudden crave for these kinda shoes. & of course i realised its also the fashion trend right now. Its everywhere! So my baby got me my first pair from Charles & Keith! A really gorgeous black wedge with pretty silver and black weaving on the wedge bottom itself! Plus its patent, which many might say is not very nice (like dayana) but then again i think its sexy enough!

Anyway here are some pairs that caught my sight when i was google-ing!

This last one is my favourite of the lot. Its just really sexy and very eye catching at the same time.! Woooot only if i know where to get it, it may be my second pair afterall!

pull my hair and spank my face?

2009-03-26T00:09:00.003+08:00

I love weekends that start and end with a bang! (not that bang you silly) I think it just perks me up pretty well and keeps me going for the rest of the week. I've had a mundane week with little drops of honey here and there. Other than that its been me burying my face in my books.

The first session of catching prawns went really well for me. Not that i'm an expert already but i caught most of the prawns that we brought home. It was a good learning experience for me and of course i kinda got hyped over the first catch. Too much glee and screaming! Haha! Who wouldnt do that (unless you're a real bore that is). The fish footspa was another experince on its own. The feeling was weird at first and got better eventually but the price was a good deal & my legs felt much cleaner after that. Thanks to the fishes imported from Italy (could that be a lie?).

I badly needed alcohol in my system today and i was disappointed. Harry's Bar no longer provides you with the happy hour and half price slash deals that they used to have. They probably have a tab on people like me (& the P siblings) who make use of it too much. The drinks were way too pricey and i lost my mood. Thank God for the company i had. We managed to grab a bite at Subway and filled our bags with goodies from Cold storage. So much for letting loose. Which is why i really need this friday to go well and as planned. I need booze, big time.

This is what boys expect of girls! So all gf's out there start asking aloud from today and we'll see if they do respect our voice out! If they dont, smack them!

PS: Since when did Cotton On have gift cards? I need to start shopping!

cool friday mornings

2009-03-20T13:17:00.002+08:00

I'm in the midst of studying, then suddenly i wanna blog and so here i am.

I had a hearty Mac breakfast and i treated the bf (boyfriend that is) to a meal for himself too. So sweet or what? And now we're in school studying and i'm feeling all sleepy which isnt suppose to be happening. I'm pretty excited for tonight, gonna catch a movie after a long break from the theatre's!

MALL COP! I heard the movie's hilarious so i'm up for it, hopefully it meets my expectations. & i'm contemplating on where to eat tonight. My veg lifestyle is getting pretty good. I'm getting used to the fact that i dont have meat on my meals all the time. I dont know if u'll believe this but some meats give me the "urgh"/disgusting feel. Not my prawns or chicken (yet pehaps?) Oh well. Egg seems to be worse of the lot these days. Its creeping me out. Hahaha.

I had a good catching up session with another cousin on wed. From Thai Express to Starbucks and lots of happy moments. It felt good, especially since its a long time now that we've met up and chatted away. Above that i got flowers (my favourite) as a congratulatory gift for my success :)

Now i better get back to studying, happy weekend everyone!

sis boom bah

2009-03-17T16:07:00.003+08:00

I had so much to blog about yesterday and then i was too tired after eating pizza to even switch on my lappy. So instead i cramped myself between my mum and sis to watch Desperate Housewives and America's Next Top Model back to back for two hours. It felt good. Mum wanted to bring me out for dinner to celebrate my success, but i decided we should just order in and save money on travelling and GST/Service charges. Plus we had the comfort of the tv and Sam did not have to feel left out (thoughtful or what?)

Yesterday was a good day. Really good indeed. I studied in school for awhile before having lunch with the girls. We had jap and waffles. Such a good combi. Although i still prefer NYP's jap food anytime. The sauce is sweeter and the egg did not have the burnt taste like the one in Ngee Ann had. Lunch was filled with good laughter and lots of unnecessary loud yells (the short one attracts hell alot of attention i tell you).

Then i met the cousin for ice cream and catching up on details of our lives. Funny how both of us had so many common things we had to share that day. "These boys need to grow a pair" so she says. I agree totally! The ride home was fast although it was after 6 and jammed everywhere (perhaps my book was the reason i did not let the long bumpy ride get into me). Then i had tuition which was boring.

I'm currently reading a book thats called "Sis boom bah" by Jane Heller which has suspense and and loads of humour in it. People magazine said "If you ever wanted to kill your sister, then this is the novel for you!" If you get the opportunity, grab a copy and read it. I've enjoyed it so far and i cant stop reading.

The elder sister Sharon is horrible. While the younger sister Deborah retaliates only because Sharon has nothing nice to say. "Your dress looks pretty and you look lovely Sharon." says Deb. "Why thank you, you look lovely yourself Deb, your dress is sweet, i had a table cloth like that once!" says Sharon -_-! Just when you think they probably get closer in the later part of the book, "Whats the commotion about Barry?" says Sharon "Oh its just that Deb's interested in desserts now" says Barry (Sharon's lawyer). "My sister is always interested in desserts, judging by her waistline" says Sharon.

So as you already know, sisters are not always the wow factor in our lives, but nonetheless, sisters always matter and they will always be loved! :D

stabbed to death

2009-03-11T15:28:00.002+08:00

I cant be anymore annoyed and upset than i already am. I've had a bad day and its getting to me without giving me a freaking break.

All i need is some good sleep and perhaps a getaway for a day or so to take my mind of things. SPACE. Thats the word that probably gets things back on track and lets you think and realise if you really need this, or that. I guess thats what i have to give, and receive as well.

I managed to loan some books/vcd's today. Movies and books are also good ways to relieve some stress and smile maybe. Thank God for Video Ezy. What would i do without it? Hahaha.

I've got two more prelim papers to go. That does not mark the end of exams for me yet. Its a long way to go and i'm gonna make myself look forward to it.

boy oh boy

2009-02-28T00:01:00.003+08:00

Its pretty sad that a hot pair like Justin Long and Drew Barrymore would split. But nonetheless i did not post up his pictures for that matter. Simply for the viewing pleasure of the rest :) he's just way too hot and really amusing. Who would not want that two qualities in a guy right?

Catch "He's just not that into you" and you'll understand why. Plus go youtube the promo of the movie (10 Chick Flick Cliche's NOT in the movie) its hilarious.

Alts flew off today. Hope she has a safe and happy trip back to Sydney. Kepp in touch babe, we'll miss you :) I felt happy being there to send her off and laughing silly with Rosa :) we had popeyes for dinner (tadah). Its like SOP when you go to the airport these days. Haha! Tmr will be a long study session. WOOT!

when you sing into random objects

2009-02-20T15:08:00.003+08:00

I'm such a movie buff. REALLY. I just cant stop, whether its a new movie or a movie that i've never seen before, who cares right?

If you're bored i suggest you log onto you tube and get a glimpse of the movie "He's just not that into you" promo. They tell you the 10 chick flick cliche's that are NOT found in the movie (so guys, you don't have to be afraid of watching it). & dammit its hilarious. I loved number 8 the quirky/sardonic/sassy best friend and number 1, the love montage. Its seriously funny alright! & I'm hoping to catch the movie today! WOOT!

Anyway, i hope everyone has a good weekend. I hate exams. PERIOD!

chocolates after midnight

2009-02-18T01:31:00.003+08:00

P.S. I Love You is an amazing movie. I cried twice, each time with Hilary Swank. She did a great job on her role and Gerard Butler was amazing as well! He was way too hot and way to sexy. The kinda man who makes your knees go weak. & i loved the way he called her "love". It just melts your heart.

Then comes Jeffery Dean Morgan. I almost had to keep a pail below my damn mouth for all that drool. Especially in that scene of him playing the guitar and dedicating the American Song to Hilary. He played his character in a cool and smooth way which kinda got into me too much. HA!

This is another movie which is a must catch. Especially if you believe in love :)

& the irony of the whole thing is that Jeffery Dean Morgan and Javier Bardem( Vicky Christina Barcelona) look freaking the same! I mean thats really scary. I though both of them looked exceptionally hot in their looks and roles at two different times with that same drool. Weird. Oh well hot men are HOT!

happy birthday shima

2009-02-17T22:32:00.007+08:00

My birthday was exceptionally beautiful. To me :) It was very simple and really spent well. I went to the temple first thing in the morning to Thank GOD for all that he's been blessing me with all my life.

Although i've been really happy with all the celebrations and the get-togethers, i suddenly feel like i'm so old. Haha. Yes, many would agree with me that right after you turn 21 you have that very wise and mature streak in you. But like they always say, we all have a children in us. (which explains the behaviour i put up when i received my balloon from fifi and nana :D)

My darling family, especially my dad,mum and sis made me feel really loved on my birthday. The little things that made me smile on my special day. My baby made me feel really wonderful and so special! & of course my cousins and all my friends who made me smile. Thank you!

Valentine's day was very simple as well. We're not the kind that need all the glam yaya celebrations. Its just another day, which can be spent in a nice small way. We caught Slumdog Millionaire. A really wonderful movie that i enjoyed very much. A love story that does not show the typical epic movie where boy meets girl, fights with her parents, then the villian and then gets the girl in the end. It was a really worthy movie that brought out the sense's of the people watching it. It made me thank GOD for a million things that i have and the blessings which i cannot count for when i saw the movie.

I urge everyone to catch it. When you do, you'll understand how to appreciate the little things you have in life.

I've got really random photos to upload. :D

Vday

With my flowers :D

Gorgeous flowers; he made me really smile. :)

My sam boy!

These are bangles btw.

The one hamster i like best from the whole lot at home. This is the father
who is nameless and really fat and extremely adorable! Just look at how he sleeps!

LOL!

LOL again!

When you turn 22

2009-02-07T00:16:00.002+08:00

My birthday was blessed. I had a very simple yet wonderful day. We stick to the same routine everyday, but its ur birthdays that bring the attention and people closer to you alot more. I like the part when you spend your birthday with your loved ones.

So thanks to all who remembered and sent your well wishes. It really means something and i felt very happy and loved. My birthday may be over but not the celebrations, both sat and sunday is gonna be filled with more food and wishes!

I'm very tired and i am gonna hit the bed like right about NOW! Cheers people!

OMG or whatttt

2009-02-03T23:31:00.002+08:00

I havent had the opportunity to blog lately (laziness was part of it). So as you can see today i decided to since my dear blog friend has been way too quiet.

Prelims are nearing and i am Sh*t scared although its not counted in the final grades. But its still the PRELIMS and the exam fear is creeping in already. The bowling event took up way too much precious time, and so now i am not gonna waste anymore time. I've started my revision already which is good and it will get better (confidence no?)

This week and the next is gonna be packed big time. With lots of meet ups and dinners and other stuff that is. No, i am not contradicting myself, its only this week thats gonna be like bustling. If you rmb why then i dont need to explain the reason. :) other than that i'll still be mugging.

I miss my girls and i hope to see them this week! & i need to like boogie woogie soon. Miss that lots too, all the khaki's busy and some overseas as well. Well when you work ur ass off, you get rewarded some day.

& i'll await my day...

Show me Grace

2009-01-23T21:22:00.004+08:00

I'm so excited for the CNY break. Woot!

Red Cliff 2 was FANTASTICAMAZINGVERYWOO kind of movie. I loved every minute of it. John Woo is amazing and has great talent. Both the first and second part were equally good for me. I got what i paid for man, seriously!

My thursday was spent very well with jay. Was with her almost the whole day. Good food, cheap shopping and lots of talking. I managed to meet Fizah for a study session at NUS and i had that really really yummy chocolate cake with ice cream again :)

The "silly" commentator thing we did at the meeting was the highlight for me. It was really funny. & i think Bugis has really cheap and good stuff man. I havent been there in eons and it was a worth the trip that day. I saw way too many goodies at Diva man. Dammit! Accessories have been a weakness for me lately.

Okies i'm off to watch a movie now. Hope you all have a great great weekend :D & Happy Chinese New Year friends.

bead craze

2009-01-19T18:29:00.002+08:00

There would be one moment when you feel "revenge" or "unglam acts" would provide the best solution to your problems. Today i realised thats just plain nonsense.

I was on the verge of shooting a stinking mail back to the "Miss I Know Everything" but i realised that i'll just come down to her shallow world and disgrace myself. I dont give no damn to this leech connected to us by others but i certainly wont tolerate all of it.

Well if you're a real PROFESSIONAL, like how you pretend to be, you would have the least bit of decency or at least a bit of brains to provide salutation to your donors in your email wouldnt you? Especially since you have external representatives in your loop. Just shows. So since i have better brains and better teachings i thought its a waste of my time and effort to provide a rebuttal. I know if i do so, and no matter how polite i am in my email, this would eventually become a world issue and EVERY tom, dick and harry would be talking about it the next minute.

Thinking of happier moments, yesterday was really good. I had a fabulous time and i loved the skype conference we all had. Such pleasant surprises the siblings bring. That cant be detailed. :D & i've got to get back to my assignments. OH MAN.

Boys or Toys?

2009-01-18T01:16:00.003+08:00

The new phone that i've received as a very early birthday gift from my mum is truly something. Its got really good features and the technology is just amazing. Those brains who creates them phones. Oh wells.

My weekend has been pretty fun. Movies, food, shopping, more food and lots of catching up. Whats more in a girls world (exclude the pedi/mani and such). I've been having good fun. & 2009 has been a good year so far, with exceptions of some days & my have my hands been itching to smack some faces. REALLY. I shall not go into any further details.

I caught Rachel Getting Married with the bf. I think the movie was really good, especially Anna Hathaway's act. She was fab in it. Something very real and very meaningful. I could relate well since i have my sister as well. The bitch fights are always crossed out by the lovely and happy ones that we have. Whats siblings without any fights yea? It was a really good movie esp since i was really into it and for the first time my bf was annoying me and talking alot (thats what i always do). LOL. So you can see the impact. If you like arts, then the movie is for you.

I was kinda half-hearted about todays party & i ended up having much fun. Fizah, Sherlyne and May Qi my companions for the night. Man did we eat and did we laugh for every damn thing. I was in high spirits tonight and starbucks added on to it. Its freaking 2.1o and i'm awake. Sheesh.

& is it just me or have we girls been constantly receiving desserts from malay dudes working at the stores we patronise?

Movies that move you

2009-01-08T19:53:00.001+08:00

oh and please catch SEVEN POUNDS this weekend if you're free. Its an amazing movie, very touching and very real. You'll never waste your money on it! Will Smith is fantastic!

Checkmate

2009-01-08T19:36:00.003+08:00

Lies.Betrayal.Deceit.

Arent these part of all of us. No one's GOD on earth and so we gotta live with sins all around us. We commit them at times and we get the back from others as well. Like JT sang "What goes around comes around".

Tomorrow has to be a good day for me. It will be a blessed start to 2009 if i end up happy with myself tmr. I have lots of things going on in my mind and i need to slowly and carefully clear them out one at a time. & i'm fighting temptation, big big big TIME.

CNY is one thing to look forward to this year, its going to be another great round of happiness for i have very happy plans :) & i need to mug as well. Thats another not-so-happy event but it just catches up with you eventually so why start late?

Happy Weekend peeps :D

brand new beginnings

2009-01-01T19:37:00.004+08:00

A fresh new year is here. We'll never know what it brings nor would we know what we would give in return. All that we know is that we're growing each minute, and we should be thankful for simply that. We grow in many ways and hopefully in ways that help us learn along the way what each different day of the year brings us. We'll all have our happy/sad moments that would change our paths or make them cross with some we have never met or we'll lose some precious ones along the way. Some get married, some pass on and some just continue smiling and living on.

Whatever it is, we're still the same person on the insides. Resolutions are a type of strong willpower matter to do something that we've been putting aside for too long, but nevertheless its not too late to change over a new leaf. I wish everyone an interesting year ahead, one where challenges await and you learn and grow day by day.

eve's eve

2008-12-30T19:14:00.005+08:00

Ten really Gorgeous Men!
(I figured i do something productive since i was free -_-!)

John Abraham

Orlando Bloom

Saif Ali Khan

Surya Sivakumar

Jude Law

Hrithik Roshan

Gerrad Butler

David Beckham

Amir Khan

Johnny Depp

Such eye candy only lasts through pictures and so i indulged a little over them. I'm all hyped for tmr's New Years Eve Countdown with the family. & then its back to a whole new year which hopefully brings me more happiness to cross out all the bad stuff that happened this year.

& i want balloons. Lots of them!

the new year strikes soon

2008-12-29T23:48:00.002+08:00

"The only way to spend New Year's Eve is either quietly with friends or in a brothel. Otherwise when the evening ends and the people pair off, someone is bound to be left in tears."

after effects

2008-12-29T21:15:00.004+08:00

My post Xmas was way way too good. & it was true. I met my favourite girls for our gift exchange and dinner. We settled for pastamania since we were having extremely delicious desserts at Haagen Dazs ice cream (thank you dayana for the treat, i'm next in line since fifi has given us a treat too!).

Words cant explain how i felt on Saturday. Mixed emotions man, but it was all good of course. I got pretty bangles/earrings from dayana and a damn bloody hot dress from fizah :D (my next clubbing attire perhaps). The gifts were secondary, the happiness, laughter and crazy attitude was the best for me. & the hilarious incident at the ice cream place, we still cant figure what it was about. & hell did we shop and shop like some kids with 100 bucks in hand. The whole sat outing was just fab and i'm looking forward to many more.

After which i met the cousins for very late night partying and dancing.This was one of the best clubbing experience with my cousins for me. We danced till our feet became something we could not bear to look at. The after effects i guess. But it was worth it! We barely sat down to rest at all but sadly the drinks were a rip off. Totally. Even after our death dancing session, we painstakingly headed to Macs for breakfast. We had food again at my aunts place later on sunday afternoon and i shopped at Lot 1 with my boogie woman, Cotton On's sale is killing me, way too many goodies.

So you can imagine how fat and broke i am now with all that food and shopping. & i just found out that Maldives has the highest rate of divorce cases, funny thing is most couples head there for their honeymoon. LOL. WEIRD!

Happy 2009 peeps!

comebacks

2008-12-26T21:32:00.002+08:00

Is Kate Winslet hawt or whatttt! They're doing a comeback with the new movie Revolutionary Road. I hope its a good one cause i am still a big fan of Titanic. They had chemistry onscreen alright.

Anyway, i had an amazing Christmas and hope all of you did too. & its still not over for me as yet. I am looking forward to tmr more as the min passes :D and once the new year arrives, its end of partying and whole lotta studying for me. I am kinda looking forward to next year, since this year had way too many bad memories. & i hope i keep track of myself and my life more carefully in the next year. I have so many things i want to do and i will do it!

So here's to a better and wonderful 2009!

macho mama

2008-12-23T00:32:00.003+08:00

I'm looking forward to Christmas! Isnt everyone? Its that happy feeling you get when you eat good food, exchage presents and see so many candies everywhere!

This year's Christmas is gonna be a little different than the usual, but the eve's gonna be fab. With the family gathering and all the potluck. YUM! & i'm looking forward to the 27th as well. For another special post xmas with the two darlings of mine. So its gonna be all good. :D

I've had a fantastic weekend. With so much FOOD and a good amount of happiness within me. I've missed that girl gatherings of ours, and i managed to grab all that memories in these past three days. Wonderful. & my cousin has become a cam-wh*re with that Nikon of hers. But the pictures were beautiful though. So eye-catching and i still dont know how my dear shalini can stay all glam with that amount of food in her house! SHEEEEESH!

geek or not

2008-12-20T15:48:00.002+08:00

I'm amazed and really finding it very difficult to keep my laughter in control. Its something i cant say out either so i gotta just keep it shut. But i think its hilarious. & to think how i never knew until now.

Anyways, putting that crap aside, i've had an amazing weekend so far. We've FINALLY met the boys and they're all looking amazingly cute in their not-so-fab hairdo. But nonetheless that cheeky characters and cannot-shut-up-talk is still there. Yesterday was another bang. BIG BANG seriously. I had some unexpected situations to face and i really dont know how to react to it since i've left that phase long behind. Weird.

Today would be another wonderful meet with the cousins. Its been long and finally its working. So i'm gonna let loose and have fun today. I'm not gonna be thinking or speculating at all. I'm just gonna have some good fun and take hell alot of pictures :D

moments of truth

2008-12-17T17:05:00.003+08:00

"Changes are inevitable, sometimes you cant ignore it nor accept it."

I'm so thankful for what i have today. Not materialistic stuff but the different facets of me that is. Today i learnt something new, that when changes hit you you've no choice but to accept it and move on. So accepting it i am. Its been difficult lately. But its probably written/read as a lie in another's eye. Sometimes silence can be your bestfriend. I would rather choose silence over ignorance anyday. I really wish i could turn back time. Turn it back and erase some moments. But i know i cant. Relevance looks at the future not the past. Relevance also comes in handy with reliability. So to be reliable i have to look onto the future and what i have in store for me.

Its never the right time to say Goodbye.

Those little things

2008-12-17T00:13:00.002+08:00

Nothing like balloons and presents to cheer you up dont you think? Its like a tradition. Even balloons alone can make you smile. Its that kiddy effect that you get from merely looking at it.

I'm dead tired now and i kept watching tv. Sheesh. & i was on a crazy spree for stickers today with the bf at tpy's pasar malam. They were selling stickers at 4 for $1. So with the recession hitting us, of course you gotta be chepo (and i've always been one mind you).

Its two more days to FRIDAY. YABADABADOOO!

anniversaries

2008-12-14T15:08:00.003+08:00

5 years and still counting. Its been an amazing journey with you baby. We've had our ups and downs like all relationships but nevertheless we've hung on this far and i know for sure we'll go further than this. I cant love another man like how i've loved you till this minute. My love for you will always be strong and growing.

Cheers to us! ;)

torn apart

2008-12-14T03:13:00.003+08:00

It freaking 3.15am and i cant sleep. For some personal reasons. I'm confused as to how i should accept the friendship. I really dont know if i can now or ever. I know its selfish but i'm like that i cant help it. Everyone's selfish sometimes when it comes to their loved ones. So am i.

I'm just so restless and annoyed right now. & i'm getting frustrated by the minute. Its one of those nights when your body is extremely tired but your mind refuses to sleep. & i really hate this feeling but i cant seem to do anything abt it. So i'm watching a movie online and waiting for this phase to end.

DAMMIT!

the love of festivity

2008-12-11T22:25:00.002+08:00

I wanna be a kid again this Christmas please.

Boogie Woogie

2008-12-11T16:00:00.005+08:00

I've finally breathed.

Such a hectic week its been. With the assignment and test and all the mugging in school (although it was damn condusive). Its finally paid off. I've felt all good when i submitted both my assignment and my test paper today. Such a wonderful feeling it was :)

The 19th is still a long way ahead but you know that itchy feeling in your skin when you know something great is coming up! Its kinda oozing its way through me and i'm all hyped. I came home today all shagged and in need of a good nap and ended up skipping and doing sit-ups, ironic or what? That felt damn good too. & i've yet to nap cause i'm wide awake all of a sudden. With the rain and weather i should be sleeping soundly by now. WEIRD.

So tmr is gonna be another bright day (for me at least, be positive people) and i am planning on visiting my grandparents with some rojak and fruit juices in hand. Haha. & i've got to make a damn bloody wasted trip to school to submit a letter. I might just skip it and pass it on Monday instead. Waste money sia! & i so wish Jay would bring me eat that chocolate cake with ice cream at NUS again! (or maybe fizah could LOL)

friendship

2008-12-08T15:13:00.002+08:00

Its just the way they behave and tolerate me for the silliest things i do that makes me love them both with all my heart. The way we never expect anything from each other when we give our most. The way we just live the moment when we're together and enjoy it to the fullest. The way we share and cry by the river over our deepest secrets. The way we get all hyped and mad when we hit starbucks. The way we smile over something silly that we share within ourselves. The way the way the way.

This is what friendship means and what it should be. To me at least :)

forsaken

2008-12-08T14:03:00.004+08:00

I REMOVED THE FUCKING POST THAT CAUSED ME SHIT TODAY.

Horror flicks that make you pee in your pants.

2008-12-07T01:30:00.002+08:00

Today was fun. Very fun infact.

I finally got the chance to meet a secondary school friend that i havent met in forever. Arent 21st birthdays the greatest? They not only bring people closer together but they provide you with good food!

After which i went home and got prepared to go out again (its a saturday hello!)met the bf for shopping and had a simple dinner at esteller.

The bang of the day was the movie "Quarantine". If you wanna get shit scared, then watch it. Like dayana said its f-ing good and worth that 10 bucks that you pay. Extremely disturbing for those weak hearted though (not like i'm so strong anyway). The aftermath was horrible. Believe it or not i was shakin and its taking me awhile to get over it. If i were in that situation, i'll jump out the window and let the cops shoot me down with the sniper. You cant freaking find a way to survive when there are zombies (with RABIES mind you) running around. & they appera f-ing out of nowhere which is the sucky part.

& trust me the last scene was the most disturbing. Sheeeeeeesh!

some things just dont change

2008-11-30T20:36:00.003+08:00

I'm like having that very smooth and relaxed feeling at the moment. Thanks to youtube and a really beautiful movie that i watched lately (its tamil btw). Next whole week i'm gonna be mugging like hell together with the many meet-ups and tuition dates. I have a very very busy week planned and somehow its good cause i dont wanna ponder on things that kinda wasting my time. I've kinda realised some things and i've regretted quite a number. You give respect and take respect. One very impt lesson that i've learned.

I'm looking forward to the 3rd. I already know its gonna be lovely :) and i am so gonna be broke. LOL. Such irony. Happiness comes with an empty pocket no?

I'm badly craving for popeyes and that bf of mine is yet to bring me there. I need the biscuits man. Those mouth watering biscuits. Oh if you havent eaten them, you have to try it. Its fab, well to me at least. I spent the weekend at home just watching tv. There was just so many programmes i wanted to catch that i stayed glued to the tv that i caught all the shows i wanted.

I need a holiday alone

2008-11-29T12:30:00.004+08:00

Ever had this feeling when you know someones loves you so much and you share everything together and then the next minute your relationship is down the drain?

I guess its all too common these days to love one moment and to be ignorant the next. The feeling's just sick and annoying. Expecting too much is the problem and when you get disappointed no one really cares. I pondered this the whole of yesterday and thought what precisely could have been the problem or the cause, but silly me, obviously I wouldnt know.

I guess i'm a stranger from the start. Its nothing new nor surprising. I had that little hope that one soul made that statement the opposite but i guess in the end its all the same and i'm back at square one.

What hurts most is that i felt all glee knowing we were back on the happy track and i was expecting more from that, like i said when you expect too much you only get disappointed. & i really dont know what i should do rite now.

On a better note, yesterday was Zen's 21st party. I am thankful i pushed myself hard to go for it despite the absurd feelings i was having. I had goo food and the laughter and company was what i needed the most. I had to stop relying on my room for comfort.

non stop madness

2008-11-20T18:16:00.006+08:00

This weeks been great. All i had was fun, fun and more fun. So i am just going to upload the pictures for viewing since i would be a bore if i just plainly listed out the things we did.

Dayana comes up with silly games, but then again thats the reason why i laugh so hard when i am with her. EMOTIONS. lol!

So much fun so little time. & i better get down to more serious studying. ROAR!~

Kill me and send my ashes to the moon will you

2008-11-16T00:41:00.003+08:00

Is it just me or have people actually lost their minds?

If you've been reading, then you probably would have come across the article on sending our ashes up to the moon! Yes, you read it right, to the freaking MOON. & this idea can probably be up and running by 2010. Thats two years away people. & hold your breath cause there is more!

The company hopes to install a cemetery on the lunar surface to hold cremated remains of the dead, or a smaller symbolic portion of them, which one day could be visited by relatives of the deceased, said Chafer.

For transportation, Celestis has made deals with two other US private space companies, Odyssey Moon and Astrobotic Technology, which are currently working on making commercial flights to the moon.

This is simple madness if you ask me. & dont be all glee cause you gotta pay US$9995 to send one gram portion of your loved one's ashes up the moon. The funny thing is, some people dont have the time to visit their loved ones graves back here on earth, so why bother creating this?

Those special moments to remember

2008-11-14T23:10:00.002+08:00

I caught Madagascar 2 today with my mum and sis. I would say the movie was fun but not that all great as compared to the first. Nonetheless i liked it. & the theatre was bloody cold since the rain has been crazy the past few days. Yesterday was fab. Met some of the bf's family friends and we had dinner at Jumbo seafood @ Dempsey. The food was the best seafood ever if you ask me (and veryyy expensive). Above all that was the fact that Uncle Palani ordered both chilli and pepper crabs! It was simple madness i tell you. A fun filled night out with very good food. I think i'll get along very well with his family :)

Though the test date is far away, i'm already paranoid about it. & i'm hoping it all goes well. Its the exam season for many and i wanna wish all those taking their papers all the very best :)

The weekend is here and the funny thing is i have no idea how i feel about it. Usually everyone gets all hyped (even me) but somehow i really dunno how its gonna be. Especially since i havent made any plans. SIGH.

HSM rocks

2008-11-10T22:54:00.004+08:00

I caught these fab movies just between these two weeks. I'm a movie buff if you havent already noticed. & i so wanna catch as many more as possible. December season is wonderful for 3 major facts; mainly sales everywhere, a vast amount of movie releases and Christmas. So of course i am already looking forward to December.

& thank you Fizah for accompanying me to watch HSM3 today; Dayana you're still a moron in my list, you owe me one sexy! :)

Constant celebrations

2008-11-09T17:13:00.006+08:00

This week was madness. From the 1st birthday party of my niece Prithika to the Diwali celebrations at my uncles place and then to mine. I had a crazy week and so much fun. Then you can ask me whats the outcome?

A sprained back and feeling fat (rhymes! LOL.)

change has come

2008-11-05T20:48:00.004+08:00

Barack Obama is the first African-American President of the United States of America!

I am extremely pleased that Obama has won the presidency election. He has broke a 200 year record by becoming the first African-American president. My heart goes all out to him and his family for I was his supporter from the very beginning. Like he said; Change has come :)

the weekend with a bang

2008-11-04T00:29:00.004+08:00

To me, she's the definition of Beauty.

Eva looks pretty cute in the two pictures too. Oh Aishwarya, even a female can fall in love with you. Such a rare beauty she is!

I'm drained out from the non-stop activities this weekend. There was barely time to breath. I managed to catch Tropic Thunder with the bf and its hilarious. The plot's not fab but the jokes were. Robert Downey Jr is just awesome. A good flick if you wanna have a good laugh.

festive seasons

2008-10-30T22:47:00.003+08:00

Diwali 2008 was wonderful. Its nothing like the festive season where you have tonnes of good food and great company to just relax and enjoy and forget the big bad world out there. The bf and i had a wonderful dinner for his 22nd birthday at the Pan Pacific Hotel; poolside buffet. Wonderful service staff and delicious seafood bbq. Above that we had free flow of Red Wine and Beer :D

I've finally got a hair cut with straightening done. So i look rather different and better(maybe?) but i've got good feedback and I'm liking it, so thats all that matters rite? The weekends are gonna be another crazy round of visiting, birthdays and weddings. So you can expect alot more photos!

Happy Birthday Vinod

2008-10-22T16:20:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!

My man turns 22 today. I'm wishing him all the very best and wanting more success to come his way. He'll be blessed, that I am very sure of. & Thank you for being one of the best parts of my life and making it so wonderful that I cant seem to complain one bit :) I love you hon!

2008-10-15T23:33:00.003+08:00

The week has been CHAOTIC.

I'm drained out man. I've been having a non-stop marathon with school, driving, tuition and all the shopping and prep for Deepavali. I'm just so shagged. & its of no help to know that i've a sociology test next tues when i have so much on my plate now.

I just completed my assignment for HR and i feel pretty good that its over. Nonetheless i have another crazy day tmr as i have to start preparing for my test and the stuff on the upcoming week. The weekend is gonna be spent one holy matters at temple. Firewalking festival to be exact. I'll get pictures. :)

I hope everyone has a good weekend!

We were all too tired to pose except for the shortfart of course.

mamma mia

2008-10-09T21:49:00.004+08:00

I finally caught Mamma Mia with Dayana this afternoon. The movie was a hit. I usually enjoy musicals very much and this was no exception. The songs were very catchy and I loved it most of all for the beautiful setting it was taken in. If only my wedding would be that simple and gorgeous. Oh wells. Meryl Streep's acting was stunning especially after seeing her in "The Devil Wears Prada". She is so versatile and so elegant. Overall the movie is a must catch if you badly need a break from the technical world for a bit.

Just before the movie, I had to wait for about an hour or less for the Queen Dayana to arrive. Since I had time to spare I walked around the already familiar grounds of Plaza Singapura. But the suprise of the CD Sale was rather great and I obviously got DVD's for myself (which cost 5 bucks btw). Dayana thought I was mad and so did my mum when i showed her the DVD's i got. But nontheless, old vintage classics will be gold no matter what :)

Yes, its Romeo & Juliet and Hamlet. I love Shakespeare in case you did not know :)

& though my temptation did not give in way too much today, I have a very strong feeling I'll be going back to get Julius Ceaser & The Three Musketeers! YABADABADOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

PS: If you're free go see these youtube videos; its hilarious!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AK3wi2Tt4Pc&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ch-z5s2JabY

2008-10-05T17:29:00.003+08:00

I thought these two looked super adorable in this picture! & so i''m sharing it! I think i'm gonna paint my nails black now. Boredom kills.

2008-10-02T22:02:00.008+08:00

I'm ecstatic about the fact that my darling boyfriend got me the new Ne-Yo Single, Year of the Gentlemen.

Woo! & obviously i've been on it ever since. I stayed up last night just to listen to every song on the cd and tried my level best to read at the same time but i could not, cause my legs keep moving to the beat i just gave up reading and drowned in his songs instead!

& just before the Raya holiday came along, Dayana was being all grown up shopping for the home at Ikea (she dragged me along;hehe). We had a fab time being our silly usual self and making every head turn in our direction (because of how we behaved la). If you thought otherwise then "Thank you!" :)

i fell in love with the couch; colour of course

she tested it like this

lovely pillow i tell you

this photo was so funny; she walked around ikea like that

octo-head; suits hercrocodile-lurvingyawww!another octo-head; it was everywhere

the classic shot

The Raya holiday was spent very well. More like fab i would say. I hit the streets with the bf since my two girls were celebrating. We ate yummy Thai food at Thai Express (yes we're thai-food crazy!). Right after which we headed for our movie; Vicky Christina Barcelona. You'll love the movie if you're open minded and dont expect the ever-sweet ending. The humour and straight-forward gesture was perfect and we both enjoyed it!

We did a little shopping after that and then had dessert at Long John. The cheesecake was yum. So addictive, thanks to Radz!

I've been constantly meeting the boys at Bishan. Just to lepak and eat dinner with the teh-drinking sessions at the coffeeshop. Yesterday was a full swing meal session at pastamania where we spent 50 bucks for 3 people. Above our pasta, the boys ordered a pizza (which sucked btw) and i felt pregs by the time i left the place. Yet we went for teh. LOL.

& i felt the retail therapy that i had with Fizah yesterday was great. I got myself a pretty sandal from Mondo and another nice shoe. Above that there was some mini things like nail polish and earrings.

The boys literally made me scream this time around; all for playing games with my new inner-wear! ROAR!

2008-09-30T21:52:00.003+08:00

I dont know if you'll already know, but you gotta click on the pictures you see above to actually move around in my blog. Thats where u'll find the links and the tagboard!

Today was spent well. I went IKEA shopping with that little shortie and we had a hell of a time. I'll upload the photos soon enough. & tmr is so gonna be special. I'm all glee about it!

2008-09-29T18:00:00.004+08:00

"You dont mess with the "Riverside Minah's!"

LOL. For some damn reason, i could not stop laughing at this photo. Thats why the camera is one of the best human inventions; cause it stores memories like this :)

2008-09-29T17:34:00.003+08:00

I think somehow its the "blog-changing-skin" season this month. I dont have to say more, its obvious enough.

I've had a fairly good week with the ups and downs as usual. Driving went like poop today since I'm exhausted and over-stressed (i think). & so i made too many mistakes and couldn't concentrate. I treated myself to some yummy goodies (food to be exact) at j8's basement. Being so blur today was bad enough and the worst came when i walked away without paying for the yami yogurt i bought! But i paid in the end since the lady screamed "Excuse meeeeeeeee!" LOL.

Oh wells.

Hopefully tmr will be a better day. Its gonna be a good one, i can already feel it :D